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THE ROOF ON MY HEAD

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The Roof on My Head

The Roof on My Head is a video dance directed by Lola Lustosa. The work is a dialogue between improvisation, time, space, and concept. “To give time to time” is the headline of this work. The piece questions the fast tempo of our movements in society, refusing domination by any force on the geographical, cultural, or ideological compass.

Duration: 25 min 42 sec

Quality: 720 × 576 (frame size), 25 fps, DV-PAL

Director / Choreographer / Editor / Camera / Sound Design: Lola Lustosa

Performers: Janne Aspvik, Lara Lamaga, Lola Lustosa, Marco Paoletti, Michele Gatta

Music: Twile – “Spanish Cruiser”

Year / Place: 2012, Berlin

IT IS TIME TO RETURN

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IT IS TIME TO RETURN

It’s Time to Return

A work-in-progress experimental film by Lola Lustosa

(Ritual Film, 2024–2026)

In a world already undone, the sacred feminine returns—bare and burning through time, myth, and stone. A poetic resistance in motion, reclaiming the naked body as memory, presence, and revolt.

 

 

Lola’s current film “It’s Time to Return” is a work-in-progress: a non-linear, intuitive film-ritual that explores mythopoetic embodiment, ancestral resonance, and metaphysical time.

Her video works are part of the film archive at TFM – Theater, Film and Media Studies at the University of Vienna, where they remain open to researchers and future generations of artists and students.

1.>> Introduction:

IT IS TIME TO RETURN

 

It’s time to return” is an independent film directed, acted, shot and produced by Lola Lustosa. The film presents dreams, rituals, efforts, mind Settings, time and space, in constant transformation and connected from the starting point. It is the result of the documentation of a witchcraft series made by Lola Lustosa since 2016. So far, the film shooting has toured Berlin, Rio de Janeiro, Athens, Milos Island, Rome, Chapada dos Veadeiros, Paraty and Sidikauki. The artist was supported to start this film by artist and curator Serge Ivanov. Sadly, Ivanov disappeared on Papa Westray Island in early 2017 and there has been no news of him since. The project addresses questions such as: Is it possible to return to the one, to being without the unfolding of time? Is it possible to be completely outside the matrix? Can we live in a plural physical time and space and be aware, conscious of this existence? Is there an eternal reality? How do we perceive the plural dimensions?Are they measurable? Is disappearance possible? And the universe, is it possible for its becoming to be exhausted?

“She dreamed that she was a butterfly and did not know when she woke up whether she was a woman who had dreamed of being a butterfly or a butterfly who now dreamed of being a woman.” Chuang Tzu (300 a. (C)

3.>> Project description

 I begin by attending to a strong intuition resonating in my body of memory – ancestral intuition copulating with the force of nature. This intuition leads me to a definite encounter, a fusion between nature and the human, split in modernity. From this perspective, I see myself as a woman, mother, single, artist / dancer / filmmaker / photojournalist … woman and I confess that many times during the process of making the images for this film, the perception of gender was not evident, fundamental is existence and how to maintain it on a daily basis, unlock myself from prejudice, hostility, criticism, trauma, fear, death, fear of man, of generations, of myself, of social modernity.

This film, when finished, will be an absurd promise of the promised and forgotten autonomy of the human being. But how to rescue this autonomy? In a first moment, the social instructions that by repetition, inertia, impose themselves on my movements / actions as a woman, as a human being, need to be suspended. The legitimacy of this condition is crucial: how to reestablish my primitive self without emancipating myself from the utilitarian? (of the constructed / semiotic).

These searches made me ask myself: who is this “one” in this moment when I isolate myself, in a solitary attempt to search for its truth? Many times during the filming I was completely alone, others with people around me, others with close friends or strangers holding the camera for me, no matter these consequences. What matters is the attentive listening to my intuition at every moment that this intuition challenges me. This reality made me come across how Schopenhauer responds to his own psychological crisis (described at the book “The Power of Myth” by Joseph Campbell). This listening sharpened my senses, represents the opening to a metaphysical consciousness that realizes you and the other are only one, that you are two aspects of a single life, and that your apparent separation is only the result

of the way we experience the forms forged under the constraints imposed in time and space. Our true reality lies in our identity and oneness with total life. This is a metaphysical truth that can arise spontaneously in circumstances of crisis. For this is, according to Schopenhauer, the truth of his life. I realize myself in this truth. And I experienced this philosophy in the process of capturing the images in this film.

I believe that the hero is the one who has surrendered the materiality of physical life. Believe that the hero is the one who offers his physical life in sharing some trait that helps him the special understanding of this truth that provokes me in different sensations, forms, images, sounds and materializations. The idea of loving one’s neighbor is to be in tune with this truth.

 This listening in many moments beckoned me to forget, in others, possessed me in the past and in the myths of the location chosen for the shoot. In this shooting, I freed myself and let myself live all the impressions that presented themselves: Eve, Venus, Age of Aquarius, sounds of Tibetan gongs, mermaids, Sufi dances, sufferings, the goddess Iansã (the goddess of heavenly rays), insects, birds, whales. The choice for nudity is justified by a non-consent to the female figure in a given time and space. I have the inclination, or rather the duty, to provide opportunities for this collective identification.

The constant task of strengthening the human connection with nature and its particular forms of repetition (particular god, akasha…). Over time, I have come across objects or limitations imposed by man on his territory (elapsed time and territorial construction). I have been magnetized into a mirror, magnetized into a fence, forced to wear clothes, sometimes by social rules, sometimes by too much cold. There is a reason in every event. What was captured by the camera during the experience and by this timeless consciousness. Necessary is that the dream is ongoing and needs to be realized. Necessary is that the dream is in pursuit and needs to be completed. Let this love of life be documented and receive its best editing.

I have yet to shoot the element of fire, walk naked down an empty road, and talk to a giant (a puppet) in the undergrounds of Berlin. Now I port a bow and arrow. It is important to say that my intention is to bring beauty. To bring back human beauty in its natural, intellectual, emotional, constructive and per formative uniqueness. I notice that this encounter of images comes strongly close to the quid of the feminine condition that at the same time I try to move away in social discourses. The further I move away, the closer I get to this sacred woman.

I would like the feminine (the sacred feminine) to return to its imagetic position. That the naked woman be strengthened in her visual freedom, that I can express the simplicity that exists in this condition. Haunting. The myths haunted me throughout the process of capturing images for this film. Indistinctly. Wherever I was: in the meditative or psychological work I was doing to myself. I never intended a psychological control, accepting what is presented to me became an integral part in the construction of this “story”.

 

On the Role of the Body / Nudity in the Film

In “It’s Time to Return,” nudity is not a provocation, nor an aesthetic device. It is a spiritual and political gesture—part of a lived ritual. I appear naked in much of the film because I do not wish to claim any specific time, space, or identity. The absence of clothing is a refusal to be placed, labeled, or owned.

For me, being naked is a way of not belonging to any era, place, or construct. I am not dressed for a system, a gaze, or a chronology. I move through landscapes and myths with a body that listens rather than performs. This nudity allows the film to enter a space before the social—where body and earth meet without interference.

It is a return to a sacred, pre-coded state of being. It reflects a desire to be porous, intuitive, and free—to transform, to disappear, to reappear differently. In this way, the body becomes not an object, but a channel through which ancestral memory, myth, and healing pass.

“The choice for nudity is not aesthetic or erotic but ritualistic and symbolic. It is a refusal of imposed roles and a return to a sacred, pre-coded state of being. The body becomes an instrument of truth.”

In the future, I may no longer be able to reveal the precise locations where the film was made. The body, as it appears in these images, becomes something else—a timeless body, suspended between geographies and histories. Ironically, what began as an intuitive, poetic act may have grown into something stronger than I imagined—legally compromising, politically charged, and too free to name. For my own protection, I may be required to transform locations, obscure their names, or even claim that the scenes were staged or digitally altered. Perhaps I will have to say that I was never truly naked. And if things become too hot—if risk outweighs ritual—I may have no choice but to hide or even destroy the original footage. But the body knows. The body remembers. And what was offered in that moment cannot be undone.

 

 

THE WORK IS LOOKING FOR SPONSORS/ PARTNERS TO BE FINISHED

 

 

 

 

NO ID REPRESENTES ME

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Work in progress  No ID Represents Me (Premiere) DOCK 11, Berlin, 2016 raises questions such as: is it possible for a body to knowlege? Where did we come from? What time are we living in? Are we drag characters of this time and are we going to break away from this existential loop?

A mirage opens from a compulsory displacement/ shift of the ego from the inner self, when the experience is gone. The inner self starts a journey back to where it had never left before. Infinite, everything and nothing are now accepted as dialogue by this ultra conscious body.

The artist is nude or not (it depends of the rules of the space), shifting from one position to another in between the public with holding a mirror in front of her face she reflects the light from the spotlight on the public. All movements are very slow and remain an urge for new ritual. The public can interact with the performer while reflecting itself on the dirty mirror or touching the body of the artist.

 

Hello.

Please.

Sorry.

I don´t have too much time.

This is the first time I have the chance of showing myself.

I write in the dark.

You have never seen me because I do not exist.

I do offer my time to give you illusions.

There is no way back when you write in the dark.

What to correct if nothing has ever existed?

Still, my hands move trying to affirm that I have tried to explain the unexplainable.

Come closer, I don´t have so much time.

Touch my belly button.

Is that proof that we have been born?

I am nothing.

Sometimes we can be seen.

Every single clack so presious when I am.

I can sleep.

The question was.

Lola Lustosa, Berlin, 2016

 

password: penetraveis

 

Duration: Approx 40 min

Concept / Performance/ direction: Lola Lustosa

Sound: Jarkko Räsänen/Laura Leiner

Lights: Lola Lustosa \ Anastasia Mikhaylova

Photo: Geno Lechner/Tiago Bartholo

 

Pictures from NO ID Represents Me in Performance Biennale II India, Chandigarh, 2018

Looking for partners, collaborators/supporters.

 

 

AFTERMATH

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Metronome

The metronome clicks and gives the pulse to the square-format stage. The lights are on. Four dancers are given rules to move according to the cycle of light. When the lights go off, the dancers move. When the lights come on again, they stop.

The sound of their movements is recorded through contact microphones attached to the floor. With delay, these sounds create different rhythms, all still guided by the continuous rhythm of the metronome.

Because we do not see the dancers’ movements, we begin to imagine them, as we only see their expressions during the still moments. What remains for us is to create our own understanding and contribute, through imagination, to their efforts and actions.


My Research Goals

My goal is to develop my project AFTERMATH, a contemporary dance work that I also consider a method. Aftermathwas first presented in 2012 as a work in progress at the Plataforma Berlin Festival, where I represented Brazil. The work had a duration of 10 minutes, but I would now like, together with my group, to further develop and investigate the project in order to reach a final format.


Aftermath as a Method

Having simple rules or regulations creates a certain frame and space for play, while a variety of topics and themes brings many possibilities for reflection and experimentation. Within the Aftermath method, however, the research must be played through to the end before the results can be analyzed.

When we go back in our minds to understand something in the present, it is often referred to as an aftermath — recalculations of something that has already taken place. History also changes every day, and so does our relationship to it.

Aftermath investigates time and tempo in order to create moments where something is hidden or silenced, so that we only see one “half,” while the other “half” we hear. Our connotations and assumptions create the story, and Aftermathultimately reflects on how our own perceptions shape the way we understand what we experience.

Our technical elements — sound, tempo and rhythm, together with light and darkness, also controlled through rhythm — create a metaphorical platform for producing a wide variety of re-enactments of life through contemporary dance.

The beginning of the project focused on exploring the technical possibilities: recording the floor and its sounds through contact microphones, and also recording the sounds of the lights switching on and off. We created different scores to generate group choreographies, with sound and light reacting in time.

I would like to expand this process and its challenges and develop it further as a narrative — a sequence of scenes carried through using these technical elements and the Aftermath method. The group already understands the method and its metaphorical possibilities, and new scenes and choreographies can be developed through research and improvisation.


 

 

Nice reflexion from Laura-Maria Heinz (Berlin Germany)

_170422_Hausarbeit_Das Phänomen Nähe und die Überbrückung von Distanz_Laura-Maria Heinz